Academic Elitism

The School of Athens

The School of Athens, the greatest but utopian school

N. Intro

When did I start to be familiar with the term “Elitism”? Ah, that must be because of the post about Wee Shu Min scandal, even though I somehow have a characteristic as a natural-born elitist to certain extent. Too bad for me. I wish I could get rid of it. My wishful thinking says that all good people, whatever his/her job, are equal and in some way contribute to development of civilization.

OK, let’s start.

I. Professors in Top Research-intensive Universities

When I was a kid, I have always thought that a job in academia or scientific fields is really cool. I mean, imagine this situation: people from many countries in the world, with various educational backgrounds, united in the name of science to invent new things. However, now that I am making my path there, or maybe I can say that I have already been there (because it is the research students that do the researches anyway), I see something weird.

Some of you may be aware of world university rank systems. ARWU, THE-QS, HEEACT, and then national ranks such as in USA, UK, Australia, etc etc. Some of them also have field-specific ranks, for example, for the field of Engineering and Computer Science, ARWU, HEEACT, US News, Times for UK, etc. Then, let’s talk about big universities, which are highly-ranked in the aforementioned rank systems, and which have leading research groups. Then take a look at the professors vitae or resumes in, for example, two leading Computer Graphics labs, Stanford’s and UC Berkeley’s. Why Computer Graphics? D’oh, it’s ma feild, d00d. I have little or no competence to write about other fields. In Stanford’s Computer Graphics laboratory, the five professors got their PhDs in UCLA, Stanford, Tel Aviv, UNC, and Wisconsin-Madison, while professors in UC Berkeley’s Computer Graphics Lab are PhDs graduate of Stanford, McGill, MIT, Berkeley, Carnegie Mellon, Georgia Tech, and Basel. Most of them took their PhD in universities that enjoy high positions in recent university rank systems.

Elitist

Enjoy Elitism!

II. Survival of The Elites?

This is the weird thing. Where are smaller universities graduates? Why nobody is there? I took a look in other labs, but it was the same thing. Of no surprise, I found out that this also occurs in the field of Economics. Top 20 universities tend to occupy professors from top 20 universities as well. For further info, please refer to this paper: [link]. When I showed this paper to my friend, a scholarship hunter who wants to be economic researcher, he said, “Still thinking about that? Welcome to the club of academic vicious circle!” . I would rather name this as pyramid of academia. Due to gravity, people from higher position can go down easily, but it is not easy for people from lower position to go up.

Now, imagine 2 PhDs, one from Ivy League university and one from a lesser known university, both possess about the same qualifications in term of number and quality of publications, applying to be an assistant professor in a university. What I don’t want to happen is if just because of the background of the first applicant (i.e. the university this applicant got PhD), s/he will be given more preference/mark/whatever than the latter. If this what really happens in top universities, isn’t this a kind of elitism, in the sense that only PhD graduates from big universities can assume academic positions in big universities too?

To think positively, I suggest that this maybe because of the quality of research groups in the university. The more popular a research group is, the better the quality of publications. But how is it possible? I mean, for research-intensive universities which have no financial problem, their outputs must not differ very much! And I always consider Computer Science as a relatively inexpensive field. In Computer Graphics, for example, you just need to buy a decent computer with a good commercially-available graphics hardware, install Visual Studio Express 2008 and the update, download GLUT, OpenGL or any other libraries, design and implement a new ray tracing variance, submit it to conference. It was an oversimplification though. The design and implementation are the hardest and the most important parts. The point is: what else do you need?

Of course there are several exceptions, like Paul Erdős, who got his PhD from University of Pázmány Péter, Hungary but got employed in Princeton. I am quite sure that is because he came from outer space. Not to mention that Central-European universities have a long bright history in Mathematics.

Then the most evil elitist question was born. If only top universities can produce noteworthy publications, why should one apply to smaller university if s/he wants to have a career as an academic staff? Small universities should either produce more good publications ASAP, or not exist!

III. Why This Came into My Mind: A Personal Note

Scholarship informations are scarce in Indonesia. Most people compete for Chevening, ADS, Fulbright, Erasmus Mundus, Stuned, and Monbukagakusho. It affected me too. Although my knowledge about scholarship hunting was above average, I still did’t know many. I had not noticed that basically all PhD students get financial support, including in USA and Canada, countries whose graduate schools I thought were very hard to enter due to lack of financial support for Indonesians, which is wrong, before I read phdcomics. That time I only knew NTU and NUS that give scholarship to Master by Research students. Applying to NUS was not possible since the deadline was very early and I had not taken English test. I took IELTS in December, got the result and then applied to NTU which turned to be successful (and other universities, whose scholarships I failed to win).

NTU in a cloudy day

My campus

When I had already been in NTU, after knowing that fact, I started to think about moving to another university of higher rank and reputation for my PhD study. However, later I realised that if I considered moving too much, my performance here will not be good, so this can be a bad choice too. Moreover, who can guarantee if my admission in new universities will be successful? Going back to NTU will take time, as I will need to reapply. Waste of time, waste of age. In the other side, I am satisfied with NTU performance.

This is philosophical choice for me. If I worship ranks and elitism, I will start to give more time to learn GRE etc and consider moving. However, if I become a die-hard supporter of science, staying here will be a realistic but still good choice. It is the science that I want to focus in after all. Which one should I choose? Or is middle path the best, for example by narrowing down the number of new university option? For now I choose to stay, although this might be consulted later with my professor.

FYI, I would like to mention here that while it is my career aspiration to assume a position as a professor in a well-known university with strong research groups, I am not targetting like Ivy League or Oxbridge universities in specific, although that will be extraordinary achievement. But if this is the case, doesn’t this mean that the choices of PhD graduates from smaller universities are kind of limited?

BTW, I am quite sure that NTU want to give more focus on the PhD programme since the abolishing of scholarship support for new Master by Research applicants. I am probably in the last batch of Master by Research students who get university scholarships. It’s fine, and in fact I support their decision.

IV. Outro

While this admission criteria still remains a mystery to me until I am ascended from studentship (unless I cheat), deep inside my brain I still believe that the essence of education and research is the science itself. The individual record, including the number and quality of publications, and individual skills, such as language proficiency, should be what really matters during the admission. Nevertheless I still think that, due to the situation, to be a noteworthy researcher and contribute to science advancement better (I know, cliché), one must (?) be employed in a big university. Simple proof. Take a look at this. Most of the times it is correct.

Lastly, I should learn from Luca Toni.

Ah, I think I’ll take numerous postdoc positions first. Moving to Japan, Ireland, or Sweden may be good options. I can continue my career there afterward. Beautiful countries. :mrgreen:

*speechless*

Gap of Dunloe, Ireland

I love the whole world, love my imagination…
Boom de yada boom de yada…

(Heyyyy!! Finish your Master and PhD first lah before thinking postdoc…)

PS: Muse’ songs are great for writing this kind of post. They will raise your geekiness significantly ;;)
PS2: Somehow I hope there is a tenured professor or admission committee that reads this post and gives some comments.
PS3: As for the elitism, I really really hope I am wrong. I mean it.
PS4: Thanks to Mr Yayan for his suggestion about mechanical device and Mr Eric for the short interview. As for Mr Yayan, sorry for not using your suggestion. I found out that that was OOT.
PS5: I remember there is a former Professor of Computer Graphics in University of Utah, Michael Ashikhmin, who quit this field, arguing that it had a problem with elitism, especially with the existence of ACM SIGGRAPH, the most adhered prestigitious conference in Computer Graphics. So? :roll:

Images are taken from Wikimedia and Despair.

Thu 1st Jan, 2009, Inside My Brain, Music, Love

Amoeba Love

*nyanyikan dengan nada The Continuing Story of Bungalow Bill-nya The Beatles*

A…ku cinta kau…
Kau cintaku…
Walau sama…

Ka….u cintaiku…
Ku cintaimu…
Walau sama…

Mungkin hanya kami yang boleh mencintai
Makhluk yang sejenis lewat mitosis
La bagaimana lagi adanya ini………

Ulangi lagi

*ulang sampai bosan*
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Wagu -___-
*joke song*
(don’t take it seriously lah…can can?)
*pesenan Teh Mina*

Sun 28th Dec, 2008, Inside My Brain, Music, Spiritual, Love, Politics

We Are One

Me religion adherent
You pure atheist
We criticise each other
but we are in love

Before we start cursing
let’s just finish this fight
on this blue battlefield
under a prehistoric ritual

What our child should be
is not important
let her choose
not our right to decide

We are one
we are one
we are one
in the name of Progressivism
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huhuhuhu ;;) :mrgreen:

Change Your Citizenship. Wanna Try?

Long long centuries ago I wrote about Anggun who changed her citizenship into French, but still has the feeling as Indonesian and dedicates her body and soul to Indonesia *halah*. I have also read about Indonesian-born Andy Tielman, the frontman of Tielman Brothers, among the first rock n roll bands in the world, and probably the first in Netherland, the first who owned Gibson Les Paul in Netherland (the list won’t stop), with their song, Stranger in My Land (please play the video below to find out what this song is about).


But now it is my friend that faces the same dilemma. He is an Indonesian physics PhD student who almost graduates (3-4 years from now) (the PhD programme itself takes 4 years, so, yeah, he is still in his first year :P ) and plans to do postdoc afterwards. The postdoc programme that he is interested to apply urges him to change citizenship. So, which one should he take? Taking this programme in change for his citizenship, or seeking another programme but with “longer and more winding road”? Currently he decides not to take this programme and look for another programme that does not need him to change citizenship. His senior, a Chinese citizen, was also offered the same programme, but she declined, since “She is a proud Chinese”, said my friend about her.

I read his catharsis note in his Facebook, and, yeah, it is interesting to me, who often thinks about this citizenship and nationality issue. While he and several others persisted to be Indonesian by citizenship, a prominent figure in Indonesian Theoretical Physics Community who has been working abroad for several years pointed out the differences between concepts of nationality and citizenship. He said that, while he could change his passport 100x, he would be Indonesian by nationality till death do us part.

The risk of citizenship change is not easy to handle anyway. Yes, even though you can enjoy facilities offered by your new country, it will be harder to go back to your home country when you miss her. You know: visa, travel, the like. You can lose things commonly found in your home country but hard to find in your new country. Say, I change my citizenship to Singaporean. In an island this narrow, chances to have private home like in Indonesia is very scarce. Lastly, I don’t need to say that you have to obey rules that may sound weird in your previous country, but are applied in your new country. If I were to be a Singaporean, South Korean, or even Israeli, for example, my descendants (or maybe I) would need to enter NS, something not present in Indonesia.

…oh, OK, that was not the last. Another obstacle is facing denunciation from ex-fellows of citizenship. Two examples. A member of Beasiswa mailing list, that I join, assume his name is Z, a humanity NGO worker, wrote his opinion and plan to change his citizenship to Canadian in order to achieve higher position in his career more easily. Yeaaah…as you can predict, some members, either via PM directly to him or the public folder in mailing list, stated their disagreement toward his opinion. One even explicitly expressed his disgust, stating that Z only wanted the bling bling money.

Another example. Not exactly about citizenship change. I asked some friends about their opinions regarding Indonesian expats working abroad, especially in the field of academia. I refer to some Indonesians that take professorships in universities in other countries. Some friends accused them of not being nationalists, and of betraying their home country. If they were nationalists, they would be working in Indonesian universities. Being a perfect Devil’s Advocate (you know what I mean lah…heheheh :twisted: ), I argued that had they worked in Indonesia, they could not get the same achievements. Then I showed them some foreign researchers. The late Abdus Salam, the first Nobel Laurate from Pakistan, who worked in Imperial College London, founded The Abdus Salam International Centre for Theoretical Physics, enabling physics researchers from developing countries to contribute to development of Theoretical Physics. Another example is Lotfi Zadeh, Iranian of Azeri descendant Professor Emeritus in University of California at Berkeley, the inventor of Fuzzy Logic. If they worked in their home countries, can they achieve that? I forget how this ended up. It seemed like I won the debate :mrgreen: .

If people think this way about Indonesian professors working in universities abroad, how will they respond if one of their friends converts citizenship? What will they practically do?

I would like to mention some advantages of “giving your soul to another country”. I have ever watched a badminton match between two European countries in a prestigious competition, now in final phase. Guess what. All players are Chinese. If I were a Chinese, I would be really really proud of my nation.

Now take a look at some universities in USA and UK. Any universities: Oxbridge, Ivy League, mid-class universities, and count how many Chinese- and Indian-educated professors are there. Again, if I were a Chinese or Indian, I would be really really proud.

My opinion about this matter evoluted over time. When I was a child, having been fed up by the doctrine of nationalism in school, I decided not to change citizenship, ever! I wouldn’t even live permanently abroad, in contrast to what my father told me. I forgot why, but somehow at a point when I was really disappointed to Indonesia, I searched for procedures to change citizenship, and among the first targets was Scandinavian country. Hell, what countries are better to live in than them? OK, then I changed my mind. I thought that God won’t put me inside Indonesia if I cannot do something for her (WOW WOW NOW I AM TURNING RELIGIOUS LOLOLOL). I won’t change my citizenship unless it is very critical, e.g. if I will be persecuted in my own country. Now I changed my mind again. If I can contribute to humanity better, it’s OK to change citizenship. I can still visit my family and friends in Indonesia anyway, or even contribute to development of Indonesia, just like what my father said, “live outside, work for inside”. Somewhat fluctuative, eh? :P

So, my brother, whatever option you choose, go to Cambridge, Oxford, or Harvard lah. Find a wife first and then you two move there to contribute to humanity. Can can? :D

*halah*
(halah)
:halah:
~halaaa~~~~hh~

To conclude this post, let me half-quote Lotfi Zadeh.

The question really isn’t whether I’m American, Russian, Iranian, Azerbaijani, or anything else. The question is, what can I do for humanity and civilization?

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BTW, another quote of the day.

“Breaking a pledge…breaking a pledge of loyalty neutrality is a Knight Journalist’s highest disgrace. But…But I am…I am…I AM!!! I AM a human first and a Knight Journalist second!!! I don’t need your title! I resign myself to your disgrace! But I will never forgive you!!! I can never look idly by while lives are being thrown away!!!”

~ Sir Miklotov in Suikoden II Muntader al-Zaidi in another dimension, an RPG geek, while performing the same action as another him in this dimension

Brain Bondage

Nulis dikit aja sebelum saya ganti baju dan main DotA.

Habis ujian. 3D Modeling: Bezier Curve, B-Spline, Subdivision Surface. Rumusnya buanyak. Full matematika. Geometri dan Topologi. Otak kepanasan. Hence the title.

Agak cemas. Ada yang salah. Tapi biarlah. Temen saya yang ini dulu juga ada yang salah, tapi dia dapat A+. Yah semoga saja yang lain ujiannya pada jelek nilainya :twisted: saya dapat skor yang tinggi. Amin. (Ga termasuk yang dicoret)

OK.

STRAAAATTTTT!!!!!

Tue 11th Nov, 2008, Inside My Brain, My Experience, Music, Love

If Only…

Latar belakang: saya memasang status lagunya John Lennon, Oh My Love. "Oh my love for the first time in my life…".

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Dia : wow…your love?
Dia : :)
Dia : :">

Saya : hehe
Saya : itu lagunya John Lennon :D
Saya : yaaa silakan diinterpretasi deh ^^

Dia : hmmm….lagi kangen yah?

Saya : hehehe…kayanya sih ^^

Dia : ;) )
Dia : kangen sapa nih?

Saya : itu
Saya : orang yang ga berhasil aku dapetin :D

Dia : orangnya kaya apa?
Dia : ;;)

Saya : ada aja :P

Dia : main rahasia2an nih ye :P
Dia : omong2 nih…

Saya : ya?

Dia : aku sekarang single loh…

Saya : OMGWTFLOLBRBWHOOOAHFYIYAYYAYIMOIDKORLY???!(^#)%&_!:(;($&( 8O

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…kalau kejadiannya kaya gini, saya harus ngapain coba? :(

Nah, Ketika Sedang Jalan Dari Kantin Menuju Kelas…

…saya dan 2 teman (sebut saja Y dan Z, bukan inisial asli) ngobrol. Ceritanya si Y ini kesengsem sama teman labnya si Z yang kata si Z biasa aja tapi modis. Masih kata si Z, kalau temannya ini ke lab jarang pake celana. Kan cewek, biasa aja kan kalo ga pake celana (pake rok, misalnya)? Masalahnya adalah, beda agama kewarganegaraan.

UPDATE: Beberapa kalimat dihapus, karena saya salah tulis. Saya lupa mereka ngomong apa secara detil emoticon

Nah, kita biarkan si Y dengan kisah cintanya. Sebenarnya saya mendukung pernikahan yang kedua mempelainya berbeda, termasuk beda kewarganegaraan. Pasangan yang berbeda jenis kelamin saja saya dukung, apalagi cuma beda kewarganegaraan emoticon –> logika yang aneh emoticon. Namun demikian saya jadi kepikiran, sejauh apa sih saya bisa mendukung itu? Sepertinya tidak terlalu jauh. Jujur saja saya ini takut tertarik dengan orang yang berasal dari negara yang "aneh", terutama kalau berasal dari keluarga yang "aneh". Jangan protes dulu, tolong lihat contoh kasus di bawah ini.

Nah, FYI di kelas saya banyak orang Myanmar (atau namanya berbau Myanmar). Sialnya, waktu semester sudah selesai, saya baru tahu kalau ada teman sekelas yang mirip sekali dengan mantan calon saya yang kedua, aka The 2nd! OMG…kenapa baru sekarang tahunya? Tapi saya mikir-mikir, SEANDAINYA suka sama dia, namanya kok bau Myanmar, gimana kalo dia keluarga junta? Seandainya bukan, gimana kalo dia keluarga pemberontak? Gimana kalo dia adalah ujung tombak pemberontakan?? Ampun!!! Bisa-bisa saya jadi buronan pemerintah Myanmar!! Saya cuma mau hidup damai!!! (Ini maksud saya dengan "aneh": junta itu aneh kalau menurut saya).

Nah, apakah saya paranoid? Apakah saya tidak konsisten? Apakah saya rasis? Apakah saya pilih-pilih? Apakah saya terlalu banyak mikir? Apakah saya tidak logis? Apakah saya tampan? Apakah saya ga mutu? Apakah saya apa? Apakah saya berpikir terlalu jauh? Bukankah cinta itu nomer 1?

"…NAH, OMONG AJA YANG GEDHE. MBOK NGACA DULU, EMANGNYA DIA MAU SAMA KAMU!?!?!?!?" teriak Cupid.

emoticon

Wed 29th Oct, 2008, Inside My Brain, My Experience, Music

Soundtrack of The Day

For the girl in MRT.
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Sore - Karolina
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Making love to you, is like a dream to me…
Oh having you inside me is a fantasy…
I’ve been reaching for the stars,
try to catch that morning sun…
I long for you, my lady, in the night…

Side by side I see you walking through my eyes…
Oh, will I ever be beside you please, my love?
Stormy wind blows with the night,
hope I’ll never lose the sight
I love you, my lady, in the night..

I will lead you to my life,
through the finest hour of my life…
Live my life, caring me,
through the darkest hour of my life…
I’ll never feel so heavy, I feel so high,
through the summer sunshine of our lives…

Stormy wind blows with the night…
Oh I’ll never lose the sight
I love you, my lady, in the night…

I will lead you to my life,
through the finest hour of my life…
In my life, caring me
through the darkest hour of my life
I’ll never be so in love, I feel so high…
to the summer sunshine of our life!

(taken from here, with a little bit editting)

Sun 24th Aug, 2008, Inside My Brain, My Experience, Age

Their, Our Limited Ages

This day I had a long chat with my mother. Actually I wanted to do my assignment (despite the procrastination emoticon), and almost said that I was busy just to halt the chat. But suddenly this thought came into my mind.

As merely human being, we all have limited ages (well our technology hasn’t been able to make us live eternally, but if even so, I don’t want to…sorry OOT). That means we only have limited time to physically meet our parents.

And then I thought about my friend here, whose mother has passed away years ago when he was still a kid. Certainly he won’t have the experience like me, chatting with his mother.

And then I thought that my parents had already done many things for me, even supporting me before and after I am in new place. So why not gave a little time for them? Maybe she was worried about me? Maybe she wanted to know many things about this place?

(I remember that there is a book author wrote in his book that he thanked his parents just for the same reason as how he was thankful to Adam and Eve. I forget who. Does that mean he only thanks his parents for giving birth for him? If so, of course I disagree with him. Our parents have supported us in many other ways…although some parents don’t)

I don’t want to lose this chance in vain, so I just continued the chat until it was enough for her.

(Homesick already? Bah…)
(BTW it’s raining outside)
(Short post, get back to work…)

Mon 26th May, 2008, Inside My Brain

Wanita yang Sempurna

Kan s’lalu kuingat malam itu.
Malam ketika kutemukan wanita pujaanku.

Kaulah wanita yang sempurna. [1]
Wanita segala bangsa tunduk padamu
dan pria penjuru dunia memujamu.
Tapi akulah pilihanmu
Tapi engkaulah pilihanku

Ingin kubuka tengkorakku
dan kusibak otakku
Adakah dirimu di situ?
Darah ini persembahanku!

Bibirmu tujuan bibirku [2]
Vaginamu arah spermaku
Oh wanita idamanku
Izinkan aku mengecap nikmatnya tubuhmu
Dan tertidur dalam pelukanmu

<Jeda instrumental>

Tetesan embun mengantar malam pulang
dan tiada dirimu di sisiku
Putih inikah jejak eksistensimu? [3]

Kau hanya imajinasi liarku
Terima kasih atas malam yang lalu
Jangan kembali lagi…..[4]

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Lagi pingin bikin lirik bahasa Indonesia.
Gara-gara keseringan dengerin lagunya Sore.

Inilah hasil olahan imajinasi + inspirasi semalam.
Daripada mikirin ah uh ah uh sama Aya Koizumi dan ************* (jumlah * tidak menandakan jumlah karakter) terus hilang tak berbekas, mendingan aku bikin lirik sekalian.
Makanya cepetan cari cewek!!!
Belajar mlulu…

Peringatan : KHUSUS DEWASA!!! (5000 tahun ke atas emoticon)

[1] Karena yang sempurna hanya ada dalam khayalan emoticon
[2] Masih dengan tengkorak yang terbuka dan otak yang amburadul!
[3] Apakah yang dimaksud dengan "putih ini"?
[4] Gantian yang lain emoticon

NB : Judulnya kok kaya lagunya Kangen Band ya? (moga2 dengan ini comment meningkat…Amin!)