Wed 29th Oct, 2008, Inside My Brain, My Experience, Music

Soundtrack of The Day

For the girl in MRT.
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Sore - Karolina
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Making love to you, is like a dream to me…
Oh having you inside me is a fantasy…
I’ve been reaching for the stars,
try to catch that morning sun…
I long for you, my lady, in the night…

Side by side I see you walking through my eyes…
Oh, will I ever be beside you please, my love?
Stormy wind blows with the night,
hope I’ll never lose the sight
I love you, my lady, in the night..

I will lead you to my life,
through the finest hour of my life…
Live my life, caring me,
through the darkest hour of my life…
I’ll never feel so heavy, I feel so high,
through the summer sunshine of our lives…

Stormy wind blows with the night…
Oh I’ll never lose the sight
I love you, my lady, in the night…

I will lead you to my life,
through the finest hour of my life…
In my life, caring me
through the darkest hour of my life
I’ll never be so in love, I feel so high…
to the summer sunshine of our life!

(taken from here, with a little bit editting)

Don’t Panic! Why so Serious?

Thank God I don’t need to wait until November to make a post again.

I implemented a part of an article entitled Simulating Dynamical Features of Escape Panic, whose official webpages can be reached here. I didn’t understand some parts of it, so I decided to ask one of the author, Mr. Illés Farkas, who is now a Senior Research Associate at Eötvös University, Hungary. He replied, and yes I got some explanations to my questions. He also suggested me to download the source code. Unfortunately, they wrote it for Linux, while I only have access to Windows Vista and XP. It would take more times to install Linux in my notebook. I tried to compile the code using Visual C++ Express 2008, which I use to write my code, but was not successful. There were some problems with unistd.h and X11-something. I finally realized that 1) since unistd.h is only available on Unix/Linux/other members in their family, the code would only compile on those OSes, and 2) I needed XWindow.

So I decided to install Cygwin. FYI, it was my first experience installing Cygwin, and FYI2 I’m not really an expert in Linux. That’s why I had no idea about how to compile their code. I typed make and g++, but the command prompt returned error. It turned out that I only installed Cygwin in minimum package, so I spent several hours downloading and installing the full package. make. Successful.

But there comes another problem. The executable file could not simply be run. It needed several DLL files. Since I was too lazy to list the needed DLLs, I just copied the executable file and all files in Cygwin’s bin folder and X11’s bin folder into one directory. Bang. It still could not run. It needed XWindow. I re-read the FAQ in Cygwin website, and found that I had to run a kind of service in order to emulate XWindow on Windows. After several trials of running the batch file, the XWindow simulation layer was finally activated. I ran the executable file from the XWindow’s command prompt, and voila, mission accomplished.

So, great thanks to him, I can sail over two oceans in one row.

Below is a screenshot. There are still some bugs. Hopefully I can finish it before Thursday.

My hiatus is finally over.

For now.

Anyhow, I am not totally finished yet, and the dead line is approaching. I can sense the presence of Grim Reaper somewhere in the darkness out there.

Don’t panic! Why so serious?

BTW, you don’t want to see my room. Very nasty. Very sticky.

BTW2, I wonder, why ideas often come up very early in the morning like this? It is now 4:39 AM GMT+8. And this is not the first time.

Fri 17th Oct, 2008, My Experience

Benernya Pingin Nulis, Tapi…

…banyak tugas, hiatus sementara ah…

See you (probably) next month emoticon

Wed 15th Oct, 2008, Outside World, My Experience

December 27?

Was the day Darwin embarks aboard HMS Beagle.
Was the day Netherland officially recognized independence of Indonesia.
Was the day of World Bank establishment.
Was the day Benazir Bhutto, Thomas Cartwright, Lambert McKenna (similar name?), etc died.
Is the birthday of Johannes Kepler, Jacob Bernoulli, Pope Pius VI, Bill Goldberg, Duncan Ferguson, Mirza Ghalib, Roberto Bettega, Chyna…
Is my birthday, a day that will be celebrated in festivity by people in Computer Science and Rock Music, say, 70 years from now…hahahahahaemoticon

(The idea is from here. Thanks, Mr Catshade emoticon)

Tue 14th Oct, 2008, Reflection

Old Bad Habit

Kebiasaan waktu kecil.
Akhirnya muncul lagi.
Bercanda pada saat situasi serius.
Pada saat yang tidak tepat.
Kapan hilangnya ya…emoticon

All apologies…

Hedonism Attacks

Yah…daripada dijadikan ajang pamer, saya lebih baik bersyukur kepada Tuhan bisa membeli barang2 ini.

AIMA

Buku yang saya incar sejak dulu.

Hawkwind

CD Hawkwind : In Search of Space. Aslinya dirilis 1971. Psychedelic space rock.

T5010

Laptop Fujitsu Lifebook T5010

Fri 10th Oct, 2008, Outside World, Adventure, Reflection

Not Worthy…Not Worthy…

Akhir-akhir ini membaca blognya Bang Arif Kurniawan…dari postingan di blog lama sampe yang baru (walaupun agak fast-reading). Terharu…membaca blog orang yang sudah banyak sekali pengalamannya (Cilincing-Bali-Eropa…ada lagi?), merasakan pahit dan pahitnya (maaf, buat aku kebanyakan isi postingannya, terutama yang berkaitan dengan pengalaman pribadi, "gelap" dan cenderung seperti renungan) hidup, menjadi sasaran curhat teman-temannya yang merasakan kesulitan hidup, dari ingin menggaet pacar sampai ditinggal selingkuh sampai ingin bunuh diri, menjadi saksi sejarah, menghadapi intoleransi, bergaul dengan kalangan marjinal

Dan aku pun bergumam…

Not worthy…not worthy…
Siapakah aku dibandingkan beliau?

Aku,
yang cuma ndekem di kamar,
bolak-balik kamar-kampus-kamar-kampus cuma untuk menghadapi komputer yang berbeda,
dunia yang sempit…

Aku,
yang seringkali justru memarginalkan mereka yang sudah termarginalkan…

Aku,
ah…
kalau kamu sering bergaul denganku, pasti sering dengar aku "kemrosak" alias membanggakan diri sendiri…
Dalam taraf bersyukur atas pencapaian, itu bagus…
Tapi kalau sudah kebablasan dan berkesan merendahkan lawan bicara, atau mengobral prestasi/kemampuan yang seharusnya ga perlu dibahas (dan ini yang sering aku lakukan), malah jadi buruk…

Aku,
ingatlah,
selalu ada dimensi yang lebih tinggi…

Ehm…
Walaupun demikian ada juga pengalaman unik yang bisa membuat orang mellow seperti aku yang sukanya bernostalgia tersenyum…(halah)emoticon
Dan ada juga yang aneh bin sureal kaya gini, yang bikin aku kemarin ketawa sendirian di lab emoticon

Sekian.

Disclaimer : postingan ini dibuat dalam rangka caper renungan.

PS: Salam kenal buat Bang Arif… :)
Jangan pensiun ya Bang…
Dan lagu Indonesia paling romantis, buat saya SAS Group - Kasihku, Jika Nanti Kau Panggil Namaku emoticon
(Ada juga sih yang lain, kaya Franky Sahilatua - Lelaki dan Rembulan, tapi kok kaya patah hati…)

lambrtz in Singapore : Anak Desa ke Negara Tetangga

Just some photos…put your mouse pointer above an image for some explanations.
Sorry for the broken layout ha…Too lazy to resize and edit…

Coming to Singapore

Changi

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NTU

Meja Belajar

Pancasila??

SCE

SCE

 Endless Path =))

Green Campus

Quad Cafe

Orientation Day. No bully!! (CMIIW)

Rainy Day

Meeting room

No it's not F1 car...

Noodle...not really fit my taste, but very hungry, so what to do?

From 5th floor

Dawn in NTU

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Sightseeing a.k.a Walking-walking

Outside The MRT

Forget where, sorry ha..

Under Durian

Near Merlion

Industrial Metal (literally :P)

Lesser Merlion

The Singapore Tourism Board blablabla...

Merlion

Tallest Building?

Forget again...

Bulldozer near Merlion, what is it for??

Very tall sia!!

Indonesian Fair 1

Indonesian Fair 2

Some meal...

Agrikulture in Singapore. In Singapore just to watch Indonesian band? :D

Vivo City rooftop, sorry quite blur...

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Church of St Mary of The Angels

Church of St Mary of the Angels

Floating Crucifixion, Jesus from another futurustic dimension

Church with no cross? Take alook carefully..

Apartments outside the church

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17an

KBRI

KBRI!!!

KBRI, Preparing Flag Ceremony

Flag Ceremony (who said I didn't take part?? Ha?? HAA??? :P)

Lunch lunch...so damn hungry...

Poco2...sih jaman to?

Itchy sir? Must have a lot of dandruff =))

Jatayu?

Indonessian Ambassador for Singapore

Sat 4th Oct, 2008, My Experience, Education

Envious, Grateful?

Walking down the alley, saw some undergraduate students.
Seemed very happy, talking each other.
Seemed to enjoy their lives.
And more than that, they have the chance to study at a good and reputable university (Top 500).
Ah, I was so envious…

Then I remembered, about some friends who take their undergraduate studies abroad.
Can you feel that?
The joy of writing in your CV/resume, that you are a graduate from a world class university?

And you know what.
One of the member of my lab had a chance to visit MIT, and to work with people from there.

Again, my supervisor, an Indonesian, graduated from Toudai, a university which high school graduates in Japan compete very hard to enter.
The topmost Asian university, that belongs to the same class as top-tier US universities.

How can I not envy all of them?

Ah….
OK…
Anyway I am here…
I think I need to learn how to be grateful of what I have achieved.
Not many people can go to this level.

BTW, thanks for the laptop.