Tue 3rd Jun, 2008, My Experience

Many Are Already Married and Life Continues

Wew…I’m becoming older and older. I remember chasing a cat in the backyard of my house. It seems like yesterday, but it was about 17 years ago. And now many of my friends and seniors are already married : Deri, Nico, Mastris, Nathalie, so on. Many others already either planned or set their wedding : Ilma, Giri….Who wants to be the next? Ryan? Fikri? Rico? Tepe? Andri? Desi? Adin? I guess it’s not going to be me…

I am afraid to have an established life, with permanent salary, house, a family. It makes me feel old! Well, I think it’s just me. The idea (of having established life) must not be that horrible, and after all I have to face it. Nevertheless, although my physical body is aging, I will try to keep my idealism "forever young", until my soul is separated with my body and travels to hyperplane afterlife. If someday I lose my idealism, I think I better die…no, I won’t kill myself…for now emoticon

Finally, a short goodbye message (for today).

I used to had an interest toward you.
Thank you for reading.
Goodbye.

PS:I have an idea. When I surrender to The Reaper, and if I still have some power remains, I am going to shout "Going to the afterlife!!" spiritfully. emoticon

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  1. Comment by fikri, June 4, 2008 @ 4:44 am

    well.. why you mention my name!! and not yours!! :) )
    why don’t you go to wonderland? you can see peter pan, and you’ll never getting older there..

    it’s ok.. we are going mature.. just enjoy it..

  2. Comment by lambrtz, June 4, 2008 @ 6:18 am

    Why not my name? Because I’m not currently in a relationhip :D
    And I planned that I will think (seriously) about marriage when I’m about 27.
    And you…you already has a girlfriend, don’t you? :D
    I just mentioned some friends who already have girl/boyfriend :)

    Oh really? I don’t know that. I think I will attend Peter Pan’s concert
    *headbutted and bleeding*

    Yes, you’re right…just enjoy that…who knows that in afterlife I could meet John Lennon and Mahatma Gandhi :D

    Gosh…why am I so death-oriented?

    BTW I notice that you have a new blog. I will add its URL to my blogroll.

  3. Comment by fikri, June 5, 2008 @ 2:25 am

    no need to be “in a relationship” to marry someone.. :p just marry someone and i’m sure that you’ll have smart children.

    well, if you just go to peterpan’s concert (especially if you are in front of the stage!!) you won’t be older forever (if you concern to the death) :p

  4. Comment by lambrtz, June 5, 2008 @ 2:53 am

    do you mean that I can choose a girl randomly on the road and marry her? i think i have to go to japan and pick up some kogals then :p

    > i’m sure that you’ll have smart children.
    thank you very much, but how could you guarantee that? :lol:

    it’s irony, isn’t it? in indonesia you can go to peterpan’s or ungu’s concerts and have a slight chance to meet The Reaper, whereas attending Children of Bodom’s concert in Finland will give you way smaller (way smaller than slight, can you imagine that?) chance to meet him :lol:

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