Tue 3rd Jun, 2008, My Experience

Many Are Already Married and Life Continues

Wew…I’m becoming older and older. I remember chasing a cat in the backyard of my house. It seems like yesterday, but it was about 17 years ago. And now many of my friends and seniors are already married : Deri, Nico, Mastris, Nathalie, so on. Many others already either planned or set their wedding : Ilma, Giri….Who wants to be the next? Ryan? Fikri? Rico? Tepe? Andri? Desi? Adin? I guess it’s not going to be me…

I am afraid to have an established life, with permanent salary, house, a family. It makes me feel old! Well, I think it’s just me. The idea (of having established life) must not be that horrible, and after all I have to face it. Nevertheless, although my physical body is aging, I will try to keep my idealism "forever young", until my soul is separated with my body and travels to hyperplane afterlife. If someday I lose my idealism, I think I better die…no, I won’t kill myself…for now emoticon

Finally, a short goodbye message (for today).

I used to had an interest toward you.
Thank you for reading.
Goodbye.

PS:I have an idea. When I surrender to The Reaper, and if I still have some power remains, I am going to shout "Going to the afterlife!!" spiritfully. emoticon